[This is the first time Dazai hasn’t wanted Chuuya to bite him. He’s kind of fucked here, isn’t he? The only thing worse than Chuuya is a feral Chuuya who won’t listen to any sort of orders, who doesn’t get embarrassed and end up giving into what Dazai wants. So, this isn’t Chuuya. It’s nothing like him, and Dazai genuinely tries to shove him back, tries to get space between them. Because he doesn’t like it.
Unfortunately, Chuuya is too good at being a mindless thing getting in Dazai’s way. And Dazai’s body is too good at reacting to what Chuuya does—the tearing of bandages, the nails on his skin, the blood blooming and staining. And the way Chuuya’s hips move, definitely mindless, but still-]
Stop. Whatever it is in there, Chuuya or some inconvenient little parasite, knock it off.
[Dazai knows words won’t do anything, and he also knows he’s not strong enough to overpower Chuuya, who could genuinely kill him at any moment. How horrific, honestly. This wasn’t the way Dazai wanted to go at all.]
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Date: 2022-09-23 04:05 am (UTC)Unfortunately, Chuuya is too good at being a mindless thing getting in Dazai’s way. And Dazai’s body is too good at reacting to what Chuuya does—the tearing of bandages, the nails on his skin, the blood blooming and staining. And the way Chuuya’s hips move, definitely mindless, but still-]
Stop. Whatever it is in there, Chuuya or some inconvenient little parasite, knock it off.
[Dazai knows words won’t do anything, and he also knows he’s not strong enough to overpower Chuuya, who could genuinely kill him at any moment. How horrific, honestly. This wasn’t the way Dazai wanted to go at all.]